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Character Name Jessica
Character Canon Granblue Fantasy/Fate AU where she is also a Berserker-class servant. She’s dead. (whoops)

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what is your name Jessica

tell me about your family
My parents were very kind, loving people. I learned many important life skills from them, like cooking, building things and gun maintenance. They also taught me the importance of honesty and hard work, but most of all, they stressed the value of family.
I also have a younger brother named Ayer. He’s very brusque, but he really is a nice boy at heart. I know that wherever he is, he is doing the best he can. So, just in case anyone who knows him is reading this: I am truly sorry for any offense he may have caused. Thank you for your continued patience.

where do you see yourself in five years
I hope I’ll be someone who is better at listening to others, so that I’ll be able to support them. I’m not sure about the specifics, but helping people is definitely something I want to do.

please describe an event that changed your life / shaped you as a person
When my little brother was born, I was encouraged to do whatever I could to help him and our mother. I’ve heard of people who resent their younger siblings for taking attention away from them and having to grow up quickly, but I really enjoyed taking care of him. When he disappeared, I befriended some amazing skyfarers while trying to find him, who eventually helped reunite us. We ended up traveling together and I was able to fight alongside him. None of that would have been possible if he didn’t exist, so I’m really glad I became his older sister.

do you have any regrets?
I wonder if things would’ve been different if my parents and I had been more attentive to Ayer’s needs. Even if it was his choice to run away, my parents and I were also responsible for what happened. Not just for spoiling him to the point where he felt smothered. We created an environment were he didn’t feel comfortable talking to us, because he felt we wouldn’t be able to understand him. It wasn’t intentional on our part, but if I gave him the impression that I’d ever think less of him, then I need to work harder to make others know that I accept people as they are.
When we found each other again, I also promised myself that I would stick by him so he wouldn’t have to feel alone. I wanted to keep supporting him. If I had tried harder, if I had held out a little longer, then maybe I wouldn’t have broken that promise.

when you look into the sun and realize that the light from it is from a far away star hurtling through the cold vastness of space and compared to that you're an insignificant speck of dust to the cosmos much less greater powers that may have shaped our reality, how do you feel?
That's... oh my. That’s not comforting or depressing, but it does put things in perspective. I think it makes it easier to forgive myself for mistakes I've made, but it doesn’t excuse them or diminish their impact. Everything can seem unimportant when compared to the sun or space, but what I do and how I make others feel matters to them, so I’ll continue treating everyone kindly. I guess that means it doesn't change anything.

do you have any questions for your parents/god/teachers?
I don't have questions, but if comments are alright, I would like to thank my parents for everything they taught me and for doing the best they could. And if god wouldn't mind listening to me, then I’d thank them for everything I’ve been lucky enough to have.